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And I mean, honestly, its not as bad as I've seen people complain about. It's certainly very different, and unlike any of the other changes we've seen, this is far more than a simple tweak. Users who've been used to the old dA design will most probably come back to it if that's possible. But I think there's some potential here honestly. Maybe even a lot.


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Like look at this banner on the top of my page. Holy christ I love it. The design and color of Eclipse itself is pleasing, even if it's probably because I'm more of a black person than a...light color person. Honestly I adore how my page looks beneath the banner, though its a bit of a shame to see the more customizable layout of your profile is gone. I hope this is something they'll be adding on later? Because in a way, that seems to reduce the amount of personality someone can bring to their page.


I can see that there's been a style shift more towards the likes of ArtStation, but again, despite taking some time for me to adjust, I don't really mind. It's professional looking and sleek, and in terms of appearance alone, I think this is a welcome change, and hopefully we'll see more customization options roll out in the future.


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^ This link will take you to a gif of me scrolling down my page if you wish to see what the rest of it looks like.


As for accessibility, I think the coding and the design of the website makes it relatively easy to navigate around and get to where you want to go. It definitely feels like everything's a little jumbled currently, almost like you're speaking another language or walking around without a map, but hopefully that'll ease up in time.


The live notifications are gone, which makes me a little sad, but its replaced with a handy little bell at the top right of the screen which will display the amount of new feedback messages you've received. Once you click it and the notifications have been marked as read, the number will disappear, which honestly I like, because it makes you feel less guilty about having 50,000 messages to sort through (yes i know i'm fucking horrible lmfao) . Also, you can give llamas back directly from your notification box which is neat. Same with watching back, etc.


Submission seems easy enough? And you can literally submit pictures to stash straight from your journals which, holy shit, I love. I've yet to try out all of the other new features, but certainly feel motivated to.


All in all, I'm kind of excited to see where else this will go? There's still, naturally, a lot of things that can be changed to make the experience more personalized, but that of course will take time. I'd advise you to go into this new change with an open mind, because if you're expecting something similar to the old deviantart, you're not going to find it. While everything is...fundamentally how it was in terms of functionality, with some upgrades to facilitate otherwise tedious processes, (Like manually going through and having to give each person who gave me a llama one back by clicking on their profile, navigating to the llama section, clicking on the badges and llamas, waiting for it to load, clicking accept, waiting for it to load again, before going back into your notifications to get to the next person, getting lost in the endless amount of usernames and asjfsdjlkfj) this is still a very new experience for me, and to anyone who's been on this site for a long time.


I'd say to embrace change to the best of your ability, even if at first it'll be uncomfortable, because I can see a lot of potential in this new layout, especially in regards to professionalism. Perhaps I'm being hopeful, but maybe, just maybe, this might just be the first step towards dA being able to be taken as a serious artist hub across the web once again.


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This bitch over here IsoRen245 decided to tag me lmao


- Tag 10 other people to answer --> no
ok fine
- Have fun --> n o

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1. Whats your real name? Sabrina! 

2. Whats your age? Newly turned 20 //sweats

3. Nicknames? Sabby, Sab, Bini, Bina, Emerald, Eme, Em

4. What food do you like? sushi, salads, uh, sometimes things like hamburgers and steaks etc. idnt

5. What kind of music do you like? FHFGGG I LIKE SO MANY TYPES but i'd have to say things like epic orchestra, like sound tracks and the likes, uhhhh, i love dark songs, powerful beats, idk my taste is eclectic 

6. Favorite idol/band? THE STRUGGLES OF SOMEONE WHITH AN ECLECTIC MUSIC TASTE. i don't really have a favorite band or anything because the type of music I like is so spread out. I mean like, I love kingdom hearts music, uhhhh, marina and the diamonds, some of their songs are stellar, missio's pretty dang good. uh. honestly im getting into someone called j2 on youtube, they make super fuckign awesome epic covers of famous songs, its sooooo good.

7. What program do you use for drawing? Clip Studio PAINT <3

8. Show your first art/ last art! 
uhhh, i'll show colored pieces I guess

Starry Sterling by MyEmeraldTearsWhy Am I Not Happy? by MyEmeraldTears

oh man. i wonder which is which






9. What's your main OC and their name? Yoona! Her story is rly convoluted, you can find it here tho, or at least some of it:
(UPDATED) Yoona Solias: Character Reference by MyEmeraldTears



10. You are single or taken? singe and ready to lose my heart to emptiness LMFAO

11. Why you choose this username for DA? It's a reference to my story! There's a shit ton of reasons why, but originally it was because I was told by someone very important to me that every tear I ever shed was valuable, because it showed that I was suffering and that I should never put my pain down.

12. What's your nationality? And your country? I'm Lebanese Palestinian Italian in terms of genetics and shit, but I was born in America, and spent the majority of my life in Dubai <3

13. What's your favorite song right now? 


this song. im fucking addicted to it. oh my fuking god i lvoe it.


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    Hello! My name is Sabrina Ghattas, or MyEmeraldTears , and I'm writing an article to bring forth a little more exposure on the benefits of emotional expression in art. This article will cover the basics on why it's important and healthy for us to use art and visual representation as a coping mechanism, for both our body and mind, as well as serving as an introduction to art therapy to hopefully perk your interests.

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So what exactly is art therapy anyways?


    Art therapy might be one of the terms you hear thrown around a lot as "holistic" treatment for various illnesses and afflictions. It has a weird kind of reputation, and being one of the more obscure types of therapy, maybe your view on it is a little jaded, or at least half-informed.

    If I asked you to picture a scene with art therapy involved, you might think of a quiet room, almost completely empty, being alone with a therapist as they ask you introspective questions about something they told you to draw. Maybe you imagine this person saying a lot of things you don't understand, maybe it makes you uncomfortable or unnerves you. You may imagine forking over a bunch of money for an hour session, where some might feel like they learned something, but others feel as if they wasted their time. But these misconceptions stray from the beauty of what art can do for one's overall health and wellness, both inside and outside of a therapist's clinic.

    Whatever you may think of it, art therapy isn't just what the stereotype makes it out to be. It actually has a large basis in psychology, neurology, and biology, and a lot of proof that backs up why creating a visual representation of what's inside of is a very healthy way to handle our everyday emotions! 

    Take these pieces, for example:
   
Harmony by MyEmeraldTears
deep blue sea by icycreep

(Artwork by me, Valedus, and icycreep respectively.)
   
    Whether or not you relate to the particular mood or idea each piece expresses, there is no denying that they come across as powerful examples of a display of emotions that could not be illustrated in otherwise normal ways. (E.g. speaking) All of the artists displayed here and throughout this journal have used the tool of art as a way to visualize the unexplainable, and as of such, all have had a cathartic response towards both working, and finishing their pieces. As a result, we all can confirm that even the smallest speed-paint, or by contrast, a piece that has taken a meticulous amount of work, has and can help us in various ways. We can express our emotions, soothe our mind, or at the very least, take another step closer to understanding what's inside of us and how to handle it. 

     And in the end of the day, that's one of the most important components of art therapy, and really, art in itself. 

    Both the creation of art and the final product of it stimulates a connection from the inside of your brain to the physical world. Every piece that someone makes is a projection of their internal thoughts into a concrete form that can be psychoanalyzed by both themselves, and others, in an effort to grasp and understand the inner workings of an otherwise subconscious mind. 
    
   
In the end, there is no real definition to art therapy. Throughout the history of the practice, psychiatrists, therapists, psychotherapists alike have all debated on a universal term to describe this growing phenomenon, but how can you define such an overwhelmingly diverse subject? At the end of the day, art therapy is individualized, as art in itself impacts all of us in unique and special ways.


Shut up by All-The-Fish-HereTwinsies by StarJita
'You don't need treats, you don't need tricks...' by Emptyproxy

    Here are some more examples of art that the artists drew for emotional relief.
(Art by All-The-Fish-Here , StarJita , Emptyproxy respectively.)

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So why should I care?


    You may think that art therapy is secluded to those who have some type of mental illness, like OCD, depression, PTSD, schizophrenia, DID, etc. But the truth of the matter is, art therapy is used to help anyone who wants to get a better understanding of themselves, work through negative emotions or achieve a certain goal, whether or not those may be physical or mental improvements. Which means even a completely healthy individual can benefit from simply sitting down and drawing whatever comes to mind, both through the process of creating the art and observing what was drawn after. 

    "So why should I care?" you may be asking? "I'm not going to go to therapy," you may say, "I don't need it." But that's fine! Even someone who doesn't "need" therapy can benefit from these practices, because the benefits of emotional expression are not only mental! 

    
There is a concept in psychology that's called "Mind-body-medicine." You may have heard this term in a relatively popular TV show by Bill Moyers, called Healing and the Mind. What this term means, essentially, is that the health of the physical body is tied to the health of the brain. 

    (If you would like to check out some of Bill Moyers work, here's a link to the website: billmoyers.com/series/healing-… )

    Have you ever had a very stressful day at work, school or at home, filled with lots of challenging aspects and moments of anxiety, until you went to bed, exhausted and worn down? Have you then woken up the next day with a nasty cough, a fever, or some kind of cold? Well this is because stress and negative emotion actively reduce your body's ability to fight off infections and diseases, as well as weakening it and causing many different upsets throughout otherwise normal biological functions. The study of neurology, the neuroendocrine system, and the immune system is called (and brace yourself because it's a doozy of a word) psychoneuroimmunology

Webs18 by MyEmeraldTears
A simplified graph to provide a visual reference of psychoneuroimmunology.
(Picture found at: www.koendewitte.nl/nl/onderzoe…)


    Fancy terms aside, experts in the field of psychoneuroimmunology have often times propped up the use of art as a relaxation/coping method. While stress is just one example of a detrimental emotion that art therapy can help with, its one that has many negative side effects on our body, some you might not even realize comes from such a normalized emotion. Stress can lead to weight gain, indigestion problems, heart palpitations and chest pain, persistent fatigue, hair loss, muscle weakness, headaches, and so much more. Naturally for people who suffer from mental illnesses related to stress and anxiety, these symptoms are more likely to manifest, as the severity of the mental pain is translated into the severity of the physical side effects. But this doesn't change the fact that any amount of stress affects our body, whether mild, or severe, and we can all take steps to reducing the damage it does both to our mind, and our health.

    And remember, stress is one example in a world of unfortunate negativity and pain. While I haven't and won't go into too much detail about the science and evidence behind art therapy and the reasoning for its practice, it's important to note that the ability art has to change our lives is under appreciated and underrated.

I want to die by her hands. by MyEmeraldTearsThe Weight of my Wings is Too Much to Carry by AkiraRatsura

Here are even more examples.
(Art by me, AkiraRatsura , and CakeMess101 respectively.)

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How can I start now?



    If you don't have the ability to ask or see a therapist, that's okay! While the best results come from being with someone who's trained in the field, it doesn't mean your options are completely and utterly limited by your financial status or schedule.

    Just by taking out a piece of paper, opening a new canvas, or whatever you use to do art, and drawing/expressing whatever comes to you subconsciously, you're helping yourself and starting to deal with any suppressed emotions that are pent up inside of you. Even if you can't think of anything, and the only thing you've done for a couple of minutes is stare at a blank canvas, you're still helping yourself. Because in those moments where you're trying to look deep into yourself or trying to think of what to draw, what you're not feeling is stress, negativity, anxiety, melancholy, or whatever else you may suffer through. Instead, you're promoting a deeper look into yourself, and a greater understanding of what helps you, and what hurts you.

Heaven Has Fallen Down by MyEmeraldTears

(An example of a quick painting I had done to get a lot of weight off my shoulders. It took no less than an hour, and helped me quite a bit to process the emotions I was feeling at the moment)


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Are there any things I should be aware of?



    Let me make one thing clear: Art therapy is only as good as the participant can make it out to be. Its success varies greatly. 

    For people who don't have any kind of crippling illness and want a way to better their lives and their health, doing art, expressing emotions, venting, looking back at pieces, all of these methods are great tools towards helping them achieve their particular goal. In fact, it might just be the only thing that they need. If that's the case, great! If not, that's also fine! Some people don't gel with different types of methods. As of such, the success of art therapy is varied.

    While it can most certainly help anyone in mild situations, unfortunately for more severe cases, sometimes its not the only answer. I can very easily use myself as an example: I'm on 200mg of Zoloft for many reasons, I see a psychiatrist every week and go through various types of strenuous and draining therapy to help me deal with my mental illnesses. On top of it, I'm studying for a major in art therapy and have had many experiences throughout my life that have helped formulate my views and knowledge on this topic. However, for me, doing art, psychoanalyzing my work, and handling stress, panic, etc. through visual expression, and any other facets of art therapy works remarkably well, yes, but is otherwise limited in what it can do to help me. It certainly has produced many positive results in my life and my emotional healing, but there are a lot of times where art-based healing is not the only answer, and additional tools are required. My life is one of them, yet I'm not ashamed to admit it.

    While it has very solid grounds in the scene of therapy and general life quality improvement, art therapy deals with a part of the body we do not fully understand yet— the brain. To take everything with a grain of salt is always a smart response; but at the same time, we all can benefit from doing a little bit of art, a fact that has not been refuted by science and psychology alike.

     No matter how old, young, how afflicted or happy, no matter what we go through as individuals, or who we define ourselves to be, there is no denying that art is an important tool of human expression dating far back beyond millenniums, and can benefit all of us in its own unique way. The first step towards any type of recovery and healing is to try; and who knows, maybe you yourself may find that art therapy helps you more than you would have ever expected before.

 
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Thank you for reading this article, and I sincerely hope that this helped you, either in understanding more about art therapy, or providing otherwise unheard/obscure resources to help with any kind of problem you may be suffering with. I wish everyone who reads this a happy and healthy life. Heart bum 

- MyEmeraldTears 


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Thank you to everyone who joined the raffle! I've put all of your ticket numbers into a randomizer and I have the result for you here!




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Congratulations to ShadowZamai who won with ticket number 25! Thank you all so much for participating in my raffle, and I hope to see you all again for the next one!





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Henlo everyoneee aaa, look I'm alive and i'm posting and djfgkfdjk im trying to be social be proud //wags tail
but now for the news everyone was here for lmao

I'm throwing a three month core membership (or 1200 points) raffle for my 1500 watchers benchmark, just like i did for the 1250 mark! 


To enter is simple! Do three simple tasks to get a number; that number will have a possibility of being drawn from a randomizer, whom which the winner will be the number chosen. There are ways to get more numbers too! The more numbers you have, the higher your chance of winning<3 All you have to do are these things:

1) Watch me if you're not already watching me
2) Advertise this journal, whether in another journal or a poll, etc. 
3) Tag at least 3 people in the comments (every additional 3 people will give you another number <3 )

When you've done this, post a comment below (with the link to your advertisement if you've done one!) and I'll give you your number. <3 


Good luck to everyone hhh <3


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